Long to go before I sleep…

The Sunday magazine of HT besides me reads that your emotions have a direct impact on your health (fascinated)…

I wonder what emotion results in constipation???

Not to mention, only like thoughts pop up when you are sleepless at night and the arms of clock don’t agree to budge.

If a simile has to be established between my psyche and ‘something’, that ‘something’ would definitely be some session of parliament.

The fuss is no less…:(

Sometimes a bawdy gag pops up from nowhere, the other times some whodunit that I read sometime, fills the air…

A zephyr reminds me about my topping the charts of the TATA’S written test and my recent successful stints everywhere…

And as it crosses by, the blues of nostalgia catapult me back home…

I feel a pang when I realize that I am already half out of my Alma mater…just then, I see her flashing by…

Gaiety, fear, depression, qualms, melancholy, friendship, love… everything hounds my brain today.

Love intrigues me and there is nothing new about it…

But today it frightens me…

I feel a strange fear inside me…

What if you decide that you don't want me there in your life...
I think of December and then I think of the coming may…
I realize the worth of the minor conventions that I do have with you now…
Come this may and I will be like December again…
And come 2012 and I will be like December for the rest of my life…
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Sometimes I think that if only I hadn’t seen her, I would have been happier…

Sometimes I regret the day when I came across her for the first time…

But at the same time, I admit that even the penumbra of hers soothes me enough to survive for eons.

I also don’t fail to admit that the day I discovered her, I unpacked the most precious gift of my life…

She seems to be the only meaning of being here…living this.

And the ‘flash cards’, ‘the list’…all come from her.

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I love the feeling…
But at the same time, I hate to love this feeling…
what should i do next??
I don’t see a way out of this mist…

All I can do is to kneel down before the one I have blindfold faith in…GOD

If only he does justice to one and all…AMEN.

P.S. – my resolution: how so ever I may feel, I won’t write anything before mid-sems.

P.S. - get me some kip, man!!

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