Monday, August 11, 2014

Music...

Change is the rule of life and so it has to be. Things change over time and so do we...the people. I never thought i would ever change...I thought i would be that lad who used to fine fun in everything... Who pulled everyone's leg. But while I listened to my old playlist over my new headphones,i discovered things have changed. It was may be after a couple of years that i listened to music over headphones. Its not that i didn't posses headphones all this while,i rather had too many of them, but it was just the change. I do believe that changes are good, but sometimes they take away too much from us that we stop being ourselves. In my case, music,writing,wandering, eating...were such important parts of my life which lent peace to my restive soul. I gave up these somehow and did become irritated with the ways of life. Although life took better roads in the last couple of years but something was amiss...and that was this peace of mind. All because i changed for good but droped my essentials on the way. P.S. - a statement that had been truth of my life which i had widely forgotten... Rediscovered it on quora... " The purpose of sound is to lead you back to thr silence within." Shared from Google Keep

Monday, July 07, 2014

Random

Its 7/7/14...what awesome date...a few days back, some idiots used to update such lame stuff on fb all the time (some might do it today). Well, a different day altogether... Different because I was forced to break out of my shell for self defense not once but multiple times. First it was my uncle's family, then my cousin's. Had to accidentally meet my cousin's family after having successfully dodged a get together once. I keep myself off family gatherings just to avoid answering useless rumble on how I am planning to move ahead in life...and then hearing from them how I actually should do that. Well, there were good things too. Talked to one of my dearest buddy supreet after a while (a pretty long one) with a promise to return back his call tomorrow (I mean today). Then there was this awesome evening spent with mummy, papa and my better half with those delicious pakodas at vijay market with slight drizzle on. Though my heart was pounding as I was leaving for work in a few hours, but then, life goes like this. How can I forget those long chirpy chats with papa, mummy and vibha over tea in the morning? And that last moment run to catch the train just because IRCTC didn't update the status right and then waiting for the train for half an hour cursing Indian Railways (and the 'achhe din' ambassador) with papa. (At heart I wished missing the train and getting back home ;) ) But every good thing comes to an end...and so it had to. Waving good bye to the dear ones is hard...very hard. Wish they lived with us...always. Anyways, bye Bhopal...will miss you as well. Shared from Google Keep

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

There are moments when every breath is so difficult and in every breath you request to God to make it easy...in one way or the other. Misery is immense and end is close...but not reached. You close your eyes and darkness prevails...silence lurks. A few acquinted faces make there way through the memory lane and you wish to give your everything to them...but then, you have nothing left. You get restive, but you are shackled...at his mercy. He...the almighty. Shared from Google Keep

Thursday, January 09, 2014

Stand by ME...

To have somebody to hold your hand till the end of time is a beautiful feeling. A few days past tying knot with my childhood love, I realize how cherishable life could be. The sense of belongingness has sored like mercury for me. The virtualities are now realities and the hangover is of the dream coming true. To be able to caress her all the time with my eyes...to feel her presence around me...to feel her smell in the ambience...are a few of the heavenly blessing that I have been bestowed with. The serenity is unmatched...the vibes are eternal and everything is totally inexplicable. BLISS!! Shared from Google Keep